GOOD LUCK RUIYI. ALL OF US LOVE YOU.MAKE THE BEST OUT OF YOUR LIFE AND CALL ME WHEN YOU ARE BACK IN SINGAPORE.
isnt it sad that this lamb is leaving us. shit. i think im going to cry.

listening to: another girl, another planet- blink 182

i just woke up on this freaky saturday and i realised that my blink 182 cd was still playing on my cdplayer and i was bored and hungry so i handbanged to "all the small things" for 839394828384823 times and now my neck seems to have fallen off.

week five was not a very good week. lots of shit happened and im still feeling a litle fucked up. everything is going so bad that i find it a miricle that im just 14.

read one of the self help websites and they were all full of crap. but they all boil down to one thing "there has got to be something in your life worth living for" i used to tell everyone that when they are down or want to bleed their wrists dry. but now i tell it to myself, it makes no sense at all. i so dont know why. i have got a appointment with the shrink.

people say im crazy. when im in school, i seem to be the happiest person on earth, screaming and shouting and lifting people's skirts. but when im blogging, im like a person living because of mcfly.as a matter or factly, i am.

i need you. i seriously need you.

this should be the longest post ever in this blog.

listening to:DONT STOP ME NOW- mcfly

the guys played at the G.A.Y Astoria at 22th july and here are some pictures.((:
it was kind of warm so the guys stripped.
HOT!

MCFLY!

you just triggered the last shot to our relationship. i hope you are happy now. fuck it. i need to listen to mcfly and cheer up

listening to: the fray-over my head

i dont think i can do it, you know?
i dont show it, but im scared. im scared that i cant make the best out of this shit.
i am wild but at night i retreat into my bed and cry.
i feel so alone and lost.
this is going all too fast and im afraid that i cant handle it.
i hate it. i hate being me. i hate this whole fuck i am going through.
and i dont know why im so flustered.
i thought i was up to it too, but it just came across that they didnt really WANT me.
slash my wrists, swallow all my money, drink from the toilet bowl, tear all my homework, break into mcdonalds and rob a burger.
someone just run a car over me please.

she is so mature.i feel stupid just standing next to her.

listening to: right here-staind

yay. i finally got my lazy ass to change the skin.
AND THATS DANNY((:
yesyes.MCFLY(((((:
im so super duperly obesessed with mcfly that i have watched all their videos on youtube.
well. ALMOST ALL.

i went to crazythought.com and found these stuff.
pinch your ass if you think they are funny(:

-when you rearrange 'teacher', you get 'cheater'.
-if the pope goes for a poop, then shouldnt the poop be called HOLY CRAP?
-can fat people go skinny-dipping?
-why isnt there mouse-flavoured cat food?
-a person who plays the piano is called pianist. what about a person which race cars?
-what is the name of a male LADYbird?
-if electricity come from electrons, does morality come from morons?
-if corn oil is made of corn and vegetable oil is made from vegetables. what is baby oil made of?
-why is a balckboard green?
-do vampires get AIDS?
-do they have "dictionary" in dictionary?
-what does "ok" actually mean?
-why are there pictures of the sun wearing sunglasses when the purpose of wearinf sunglassed is to protect our eyes from the sun?

listening to: ticket outta loservile-son of dork

i guess that singapore will be in the world cup maybe like in 2022.
till then, lets kill time by supporting other teams.

i think i will die if i dont share this with you lovely poopbags.

found this on youtube.

its something like the sequeal to TITANIC!!

AND JACK IS ALIVE!!

CAUSE HE WAS FROZEN IN ICE, SO THE SCIENTISTS HEATED HIM UP AND HE WAS *POOF* ALIVE AGAIN! HOWEVER ABOUT 60 YEARS HAS PASSED AND ROSE IS ALREADY DEAD.I ALMOST FLOODED MY HOUSE WHEN I SAW THIS VIDEO.

i guess it is too small here, why dont you click it and watch the FULL SCREEN one and swoon over it?((: